Know When To Fold

There were things said after and things said before and words left hanging in between, but what I can most remember about mentally quitting my job today was his Zoloft façade; Two vacant windows upon a poker face that I was too tired or too un-inspired to read. After all, the hand I’d been dealt was meaningless. I had nothing left to loose.

The fact that I even gave a shit about this job more was the bluff of a life-time, and he called it.  Suddenly the weight of my unaffectedness became so burdensome, the cash payout meant less than nothing. I’d ‘ve rather be struck by lightening than sleepwalk through another day of corporate slavery.  Hell, my bags were packed  already. Mentally I’d already cleaned house. Un-locked the shackles, spread my wings. But just to ease his jilted ego, I’ll let him believe I folded.

Had I played my cards right, I most likely would have walked from the table a richer girl. But at this point, my pride was worth more than a few thousand dollars. 
And for all of you who know me, who have heard my broken record sobstory for far too long--let us all raise our glasses tonight in celebratory bliss:
The indentured servant has finally wriggled free of the shackles, or shall I say,
escaped solitary confinement to a caricature I was playing the imposter of
for the past 7 years.

When I walked out today at 1148am, I wondered where the hell I was headed, and what direction I should take.  My future was more uncertain than it had ever been.
However, all the fear was a gamble I was completely willing to risk.
That subtle lightness I encountered as I emerged from the  one thousand times recycled air of the Empire State Building, made it all worthwhile.
Suddenly I was free. 
Finally I could breathe.

Although directionless and without a future to rely upon, I found myself swimming through the realm of possibility that I chose to be my New Life.
So many are tortured by the fear of what remains behind the door of everything that is not out everyday.  The torturous routine. And we wonder, what would it be like
to feel that
and be this
and experience just for a moment, a world beyond our dome of limitation.

Well, today my friends I have crossed over.
I have walked the tightrope and tumbled to the ground.
And the report from the pavement is quite sunny because at the end of the day,
there exists a net to break your fall,
whether or not you choose to believe it.

Fear may prevent you from believing it-but the laws of nature remain intact:
A body in motion will stay in motion, and a body of rest will stay at rest.
All I can say now, is that the velocity of this transition has given me wings,
Today I have found myself at the bottom of my fate,
And there is nowhere left to soar-

But up.                                                                                        (More)

Comments

[Kelly]

Very inspiring post!

You get to experience new found freedom!!! A new found happiness, find a new YOU!!

Way to go! May you find in this next part of your life, happiness, creative freedom, and no drudgery and corporate slavery!

Cheers,

And Happy St. Patrick's Day!

Kelly

[Michael]

Every once and awhile I actually look at the profiles on this site and even less frequently I follow any links to a blog. As interesting as the occasional voyeuristic glimpse of someone's life might be, the writing was most often inane. I have to say that the reflections and introspection in your writing are usually quite amazing. All I can say is that I'm glad that creative outlet you needed such a long time ago evolved into this. Your small snapshots of emotion and conversation are elegant, smooth and often touching. Thanks, I look forward to the rest of it as it unravels.

[Mom]

You did the right thing in quitting that high stress, no recognition job even though the money was good. I'm very proud of you for taking that bold move. You have lots of great marketable skills that will serve you well in the future. Money is NOT where it's at when it comes to how you spend most of your days for the next 30 odd years. Your dad is a prime example of that though I think his profession had little to do with his ultimate unhappiness. In your case I think you have lots of talents to explore and now is a good time to spread your creative wings. If you continue to do what you've always done you'll continue to be what you've always been...embrace change.
P.S. What is becoming of your Blog?
--Mom

[Melissa]

I don't know how you did it for so long. I would wish you luck but one of the things that I admire most about you is that you don't need it. You completely create your own, and that's why no matter what I know that whatever you do you will succeed.

[Bruria]

I am bowing with admiration. You know that with this change i will no longer be affiliated with the company as well. I am actually looking for another place and position. I believe that your loyalty is amazing and i feel like a big part of me is gone.

[Ronke]

I got to the office this morning only to be informed that you have quit. What happened?You gave me hope and encouragement to forge on in this profession. I miss you in the office already. For this short period, it is no longer the same. Since we do not have control over our destiny, I wish you all the best in your new endeavor and do continue to be your sweet self, you are already blessed.

[The artist (formerly) known as Gene]

Excellent illustration to an excellent story of personal triumph. Your vision of corporate slavery really struck a cord with me. When you think about it, we spend 1/3 of our lives doing what we HAVE to do (to get by), instead of what we WANT to do. In other words, that money wasn't "made", it was "bought" with human lives.

[Avienne joy]

I was really struck by your post. you could call me as one of those idealistic people who look at their first job as perfect. i try my best to tell everyone that everything's ok... well, the truth is, it isn't! i call my job "limbo" sometimes, and "hell" most of the time!!! reading your post was very encouraging... it somehow tells me that i am not the only one who thinks that i am being treated like a slave and it is time that i have to do something about it. i just wish i have your strength.

[WaNaRaCe]

Wow... it's my feelings right now that you're expressing in poetic words...

[Bill]

I'm jealous. No, I'm not jealous. I am afraid of being a career quitter. I am a dependable, effective, top-notch whore.

[Mohsin]

I mark these writing unbeatable because every once and awhile I actually look at the profiles on this site and even less frequently I follow any links to a blog. As interesting as the occasional voyeuristic glimpse of someone's life might be, the writing was most often inane. I have to say that the reflections and introspection in your writing are usually quite amazing. All I can say is that I'm glad that creative outlet you needed such a long time ago evolved into this. Your small snapshots of emotion and conversation are elegant, smooth and often touching. Thanks, for the very positive change.

[Kay]

I'll keep it simple. I read it. I felt it. I understood it. I lived it as I was reading it, and I exhaled with you as you took that awaited flight. You've inspired me. Thank you.

[sue]

I just wrote this on a forum and thought it fit well here;

I feel all environments are the product of consciousness. A new individual can bring an environment to a higher level or lower level. Like in a work situation. Most job situations are governed by fear. So if you enter the situation without fear you start to bring the conscious level up. But then what everyone is afraid of will come for you and you may lose your job if you don't submit to fear. Then you must leave the situation.
Eventually, if you keep overcoming this fear you will create a work situation which is governed by love. Then when the egos and intellects of the world come to attack what you created, they must leave the situation instead of you.

[antonela]

before..my idea of work is doing something unwillingly and getting paid for it,but i know that somewhere out there I'll find myself something to do that please and fulfills me as well.To tell you the truth ,at my age of 36..I still haven't found wwhat I'm looking for.Life is a continuous search for me of endless possibility,I admire people who stick to everything or anything they believe in..be it work,marriage,family or any type of relationships.Either I'm quitting or sticking,there's always this crazy scary feeling I have telling me that I need to be stronger..

[' m A L o U ']

happened to follow the link of this Blog...though I don't know U but it was a coincedence that It was just in front of my face what exactly I felt at this very moment...hope I do have the same strenght and courage you had...world evolves so as emotions...I had the same feeling you had last 17 March 2006. Well, your blog helps...thanks!

[Catherine]

I dont know u , but as i have read your blog this one strike me hard. Corporate slavery, a very smooth word with a very sharp meaning.I wish i have your strength. Good Luck for your new venture
I wiss you all the best.

[Evy]

I know exactly how you feel...I lost about $3,500 but it didn't matter. I left and felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. The sun that day seemed a bit warmer and shined a bit brighter, driving away felt so good!

[kerwin]

It takes lot of courage to quit on something, but if you`re brave enough to face another world of challenges, then more power. You`re a free spirit. Jaz don`t quit on life. If one door is closed, another door shall open for you. I`m jaz here to comfort you. Buzz in if you like in my email ad: winker_d@yahoo.com

[matt]

My butt got fat from sitting at the computer for so long, so I'm burring it off at the gym

[Anil]

From what I've read. Don't know if I should congratulate you, pat you on back with a sense of pity or smack you upright on the back of your head.

[Jorgelin]

I really admire your courage of quitting your job, if you're not happy why stay? Good Luck!
P.S. Just want to say something to JUDE who gave his comment dated Sept.12,2006,if you do not like this blog keep it to yourself, your using words that against what a true Filipino are....siguro hindi ka edukado!

[insiyah]

Hey I'm in the process of quitting life in New York for a while, though I do love this city. I'm packing up my things, and heading abroad for adventure. I need to tell my future that I did alot more with my life than kick the can in the city for a bunch of years. Im happy to read your post, its brings more motivation to me and I'm happier with my choice to experience more life...

[Rhodney]

I never read a blog before,but curiosity struck me when i saw the title.Gee...that was very inspiring! it is better if you did it a bit sooner,but it doesn't matter now. What matter most, you've done it. Cheers for that! I'm sure you are now a happy and better person 'coz you opted to choosed your own destiny. "Don't be afraid of the things you cannot see". Well Done!

[BILLIE]

Someone finally put it into words, that glorious feeling of giving yourself permission to follow what you know to be true. Thank you.

[dee]

Congratulations! Not everyone has the courage to do what you just did..there is nothing certain in this life,you win some,you lose some, its just a matter of how you accept it....

[Von ReQuIEm]

You are so exceptional at writing. Im at loss for words.

Well this blog really do meant alot for me, coz also quit my last job very recently with its monotous nature.

I'll pray not for your financial success, but for something which is more important, its contentment and happiness.

Good luck

[onig]

you are lucky you have a choice to quit. you were never put into a situation where you leave your family, friends, apartment, car, fiancee and evrything you hold dear just to earn and secure an uncertain future. but still what you did was brave and your words are "nice" and can truly inspire people to not be scared because everything will always turn out good.

[Long the cool]

Darn, you're kick ass awesome!
How I wish to be in your place right now and am struggling to get there. Unfortuneately I have dug a nice foxhole for myself with the military and the word 'quit' is not a right that can be called upon at will.

Thanks for the post

[jhom]

hi, your story is really amazing but we all know freedom for all is happiness,its good to be ourselves,just takecare...

['Z]

Time to pack ur bags and go travel the world i think.
its always a good break to see a world that doesnt depend on the office.

good luck take care

[joey]

all i can say is good luck... i know it's very hard for you to decide it,but if you feel relieve for whatever reason you may had thats your opinion atleast you can go on with your life have a new beginning i know you'll be fine your seems a smart girl you have so much life ahead of you,take one step at atime feel free to do what you have supposed to do nobody can teach you coz' iknow you're on the right track just be yourself and don't pretend to be somebody else..aim high!!! you have so much life ahead of you,remember life is too short makethe most out of it..okay!!! joey

[Jeanne'N'Alvin]

Wow! very inspiring !!! You make me wanna quit my job too! I don't know how I bumped into your blog but it's kinda weird how I'm in the same situation as you are in this blog! Now I just want to print this out and give it to my boss :p

-Jeanne

[r i n a]

The word "QUIT" sounds so simple, yet easy to spell. To be honest, I'm not that brave... b'coz quitting means leaving most of my current life behind. I have a great, "happy family" at work, and I grew to love 'em all. Although, quoting from your term of "corporate slavery" is one part to deal with. But to me, I'd rather stay. Good luck with yer next journey :-)

[grace]

nice post,inspiring. i am currently having a hard time finding a way how to leave my job.and for some undesirable reasons,i have to wait for my boss to dump me(and i believe he will)because i would have to pay for not finishing my contract if i resign.survival of the fittest!he is making my life miserable everyday.knowing i piss him off everytime he sees me is a joyous feeling.but i'm like a candle slowly melting when i'm in the office,seeing how he treats my fellow filipinos and how discrimination is eating our egos and we could do nothing about it because we have no choice but to stay due financial situations.we have the power to make his company close,his dark secrets when revealed to the public would be the end of his business and his glorious career. i don't know what is keeping us from doing it.

[Rodzki]

I never thought that there are people who shares the same feeling that i do have now. Imagine this blog has been posted for quite some/long time now and people still do dig it and somehow relates to it.

Unfortunately for me I dont have the courage like you have. Im still building up that quality. Its like an ordeal, everyday, thinking whether to quit my current job, a "work = pay" situation, and be into one that i truly love to do, the profession that really satisfies and completes me, not just for the mere payroll. The culprit here is FEAR. It is still overpowering my courage. Thankfully your words add a notch and encourages me. I'll just wait for the perfect time when to say "I QUIT" and preferably have a graceful exit. And then I hope of all hopes that ill land to a job i have always dreamed of, to be a hollywood star...well its a joke, its quite too ambitious of me. But really im serious here.

[Freddie]

very nice.

[Steve]

hey, good post, and congratulations on your newfound freedom.

[MoLiNe]

very nice..

[Andrew]

I love your use of art with the blog. The way you splendidly draw a tale with the writen word completly floors me. I'm currently am reading the classics and most of their work is pale yours is so full of life. Your words just breath from the page. Let us know when the first book due and I will be sure to reserve a copy. If you don't have an agent get one, Quick!

[Lorna]

nice..quite inspiring..good luck on your next journey..everything happens for a reason..Lift up everything to GOD..and he'll do the rest.

[michael]

very brave!

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['FLIGHTMEISTER']

I was trapped in a dead end job for 8 long years. It paid the bills but that's as far as the benefit went. All my hardwork was overlooked but one single mistake and you're paying for it forever. I was even given an ambiguous look when I asked for a time off for my wedding as if to say that it would totally inconvenience them. What made me quit was the thought of how short life is. Tomorrow I could die and what have I done with my life? There's so much things I wanna do but when was I planning on starting? I no longer have the time nor the patience for my own procrastination. So, my last day at work came and I couldn't contain my excitement, I was going nowhere, but knowing that I no longer have to do the tedious 8 year old routine felt like hundreds of doors opened and countless opportunities overflowed. The sky was the limit, I can be what I wanna be this time, not what my "boss" tells me to be. Now, I will no longer worry that when I'm old, I will look back and say "I wonder what it would be like if only I did this or that?". This time, I'm trying everything, going everywhere, because I'm no longer tied up and I'm glad to know I'm not the only one.

[Iya]

i absolutely love your writing style.

[RAINE]

inorder for us to hold on to our desires, we must open up our hearts and rise. there's no point in staying if there's no reason to stay anymore.

[Rheena]

I could actually feel the bliss and freedom you have right now. Seems like it's been a hard decision but a right one. We may not know what the future brings but what you did might be a good start to determine your destination...a brighter & fulfilling one. I wish you all the best in life...good luck to whatever you want to achieve. Soar high! God bless you!

[naomi]

...WOW! ...that was a big wHow! i must say co i felt the same thing w/ my previous job.. the only difference is i had a fall back even if i quit the former. but i can somehow relate coz at some point in that previous job of mine, i just felt it wasn't worth all the effort anymore. i just had to say NO! it wasn't really that bad, but don't wanna kiss ass w/ the people i was working with (only a few though), but then again i realized that when you're not happy w/ what you're doing, & it's startig to bore you at some point, then money isn't just the answer, right!? you just have to let go! & what better way than to leave everything behind and stat all over again...=)

[MarieMarieMarie]

Very well written--you captured me right down to feeling as if I were the one losing my job. I've been here 8 long years and I'm not worried, just bored. I mean, I love the people I work with, the clientele is less than mediocre sometimes.. I'm just truly bored of the monotony. Anyways, two words for ya: TEMP AGENCIES! They're alright for the in-betweens before you land the right job. Good Luck.

[Anthony]

GREAT!!!! Right decision.... I know what you feel 'coz i've been there before. To quit a job is not as simple as saying it but it's a matter of having it done, considering all the consequences it will bring not only for you but to those depending on you especially by financial means. Patience and planning for the right time to execute this, is the hardest thing to do. But nevertheless, we must put in mind our that everything has an end. When you quit doesn't mean the end but also it's the start of a new journey in life. Happy in your job cannot be repaid by any amount.... ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT IF THERE'S LIFE THERE'S HOPE....Don't forget to Pray

[julie-anne]

that was great..keep it up

[Intan]

Thank you.
I stumbled upon this post of yours and it gives me the strength I need and the confirmation I long for.

I am leaving the corporate world behind after November 10th and am going to pursue a career as a travelling English teacher.

Come December, I will be leaving NYC to go back home to Indonesia, where I hope to gain some experience. After that, I will be praying that "the universe will conspire with me to make it happen".

May the universe conspire with you too.

[Ricky]

I'm happy for you.

[Joan]

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[Mary Jane]

Big thanks to you and may God bless you more for inspiring people like me. It made me pause for awhile and think about what i really wanted in life. Kudos!

[Tony]

Pack your bags darlin and come to thailand...You will love it!

[rAph]

For most your blog is most liberating. Liberation from complex human living is something that screams to me through my conscience. Yet sufficient motivation is needed to take THAT step, to liberate ourselves and chase our wild (but nonetheless possible) dreams.

[anne marie]

thats what uve called freedom...
life is all at risk anyway.
at the end of the day,
either success or failure...
its the same thing.
significantly finding the heart of oneself to where it was belong will assure evrything.

[Ma'anne]

I don't usually browse around blogs, but I saw yours and couldn't help but read it. It's funny because how you feel is exactly how I felt when I left my job this week. Cheers to the big jump!! Sure feels like Sky diving. Good luck to you !

[Monica]

I am happy that you are free as a bird now. Don't eslave yourself to anything in this world. Money and power are not as important as once dignity and freedom. I knew a lot of people who are not happy in their lives after all the money and power they have. Don't be afraid when a door close or you close, cu'z one door will soon be open. Just trust God and He will help and direct your path. Take care and god bless you!

[Tineswari]

Proud of you for taking that step! I don't think there's anything more liberating than finding the courage to sever the shackles that bind you to a place you'd rather not be. I've been there, and done that, and I'm sure it was the best step I took for my career too. I hope your new found wings take you to a place you'll look forward to everyday. God bless.

Tines

[kim]

very very impressive!! It can inspire many people who can read this!!! And so nice to here when it's all from your heart!! Nice work!!! GOD BLESS!!

[Marvin]

Im inspired. I don't know you, but wherever your headed I am sure that you will find solitude and the strength to pursue what you really love.

Some poster stuff that I got when i was in school:

COURAGE - Is not the absence of fear, it is moving forward when there is fear.

You did it and I am pretty sure it felt great!!! The idea of venturing to a new phase is exciting and new milestones will be set by you.

Good Luck!

[Prince]

Hi
i liked your post and your presentation style. i dont know if i am repeating as from what others have said, but it was truly inspiring

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[Yen]

great piece! i also love the picture. is that on copyright? can i borrow that off your page?

[Peter]

I think everything is said.............very nice indeed...................BUT......please tell us how you are doing today, did you achieve the freedom you were looking for?

a friend from scotland :-)

[chri]

SELECT ONE WAY,AND YOU'LL HAVE A SEAT AT THE HEAD OF THE bOARD OF dIRECTOR TABLE-AND YOUR FACE ON THE COVER OF time.
CHRI OF CANADA.

[Victoria]

wow quite the inspirational read i'd say

[Stefy]

'If you believe, there is Hope and Hope is Future'
xx

[dAwNz]

well... itz a just a matter of choice!.. you've chosen what makes you the real you!..you've done only the right thing.. aftel all.. be it!..i'm glad to know that you are courageous enough unlike me.. quitting s crucial but go girl.. stay cool!

[AJ MaO'Brn]

Feeling caged at work? Let go. You have the courage and strong will. There are more better oppurtunities waiting, it may just be lingering to anyone who has guts to find ways to move on. Work where you find happiness, comfort, and security.You are now in 7th heaven, exploring the world of your new found freedom. Enjoy these few days of searching, bear in mind at times its hard to find an ideal job on your liking. Its now end of the year, you got one? Good luck.

[ivy]

i appriciated you for what you have decided into...that's great, im pretty sure then that you have inspired and encouraged a thousand undecisive creatures in this complex world! we need not to be enslaved by things/situations that we are not happy of...take chances in life,and continue the journey ahead!

[Celeste]

I commend your bravery. Your words were very inspiring. I could only wish that I could break away from the shackles that I've created for myself. Good luck.

[Ryan]

congrats and a decision very well done... i would love to do the same as what you did... coming out of the dark room that has grab your ego and pride for a long time, i love to do that for myself....torturous routines that simply not being commended,what a waste... fly away and fly high, escape from the reality for a while escapeartist...

[Annie]

Very inspiring. Brave soul.

[- NiKKi - FULL]

It's official: Yours is my favorite blog.

I read this entry (Know When to Fold) out of sheer luck before, then lost the link, and felt devastated. I thought to myself: I hadn't yet had the chance to look at your other entries! But I find myself here again, and this time, I'm saving your web address. Thank you for sharing your gift of writing to everyone. =)

[Sandra]

Great Blog!! Someone has finally spoken what everyone else fails to realize!! One day, i too will say... I have arrived. thanks for this! great read! (not even sure how i landed on ur blog, but like i believe it, it sure happened for a reason!) take care hun!

[Myra]

Yes a very inspiring blog that i never read before this is how you brought up your feelings to others things are easy to go but the someone you love its hard to find and its hard to get someone to can trust on!!! goodluck:)

[michelle]

in due time i hope i can also have the privilege of walking out...but for now im glad i get to know one person who does

soar high!

[Helen]

Hi there, although I dunno you, but I could feel that we have something in common. 2 mths ago, I was in the same situation like you, and I did the same thing as you - I quit! I hated my boss and the people in my team, I did not care how well I got paid or whatever opportunities I could be offer later on, I just could not stand the boredom of my job anymore, so I left, and now I'm taking my break, doing some study .. and searching for jobs. Hehe..hopefully by now, you've found a new job that you like?? I really like your "corporate slavery", hehe, yah, why stay there when your work is not being appreciate huh? Well, I hope i can find a better job soon, and hopefully I won't end up in the same situation as before anymore >.<

[kamil]

u always know when the time is right.

nothing ventured, nothing gained...it always works out in the end. in the meantime, patience and perseverence will help u get where u want and should be.

[Lucas]

thank you for inspiring me. i've got a good 2007 to look forward too because of your bigger than life feisty article.

['-JayArhPUB-']

what an inspiring blog you got here... i dont know how will i be able to handle my life this 2007... i have a lot of things to look forward to this new year... i've been good during the year but i felt i was empty... i dont know why but i think im too blind not to see the colours of life...

[Ancy]

Like some, I followed the link to this particular blog and found that it was posted in March...if you ever get around to reading this, I'd like to say that you have a talent for writing and not simply escaping. Your literary creativity is amazing, and I respect that talent. Hope all is going well into this new year.

[Yu]

so many comments...

[Rene]

It"s so hard to believe that I've just gone through the same situation not too long ago. That's just exactly how I felt back then. And you're right about everything. Like me, I'm sure you'll get something better, and make things better for yourself... Just stay a strong believer in yourself. I'm sure the potential is always there and the possibilities are boundless... Take care!

[Claudia Kaye]

Nice post! Keep your pride up!

[Marsha]

I clicked on your blog because of the title -- Know when to fold. Something about that just struck a chord with me, and just something I need to be more cognizant myself. I'm happy for you that you were able to do something great and positive for YOU!

[Sharon]

Know when to fold...

The realm of life lies beyond once perception on how to succeed in life and achieve the ultimate goal in life which is happiness...this is the realm of life.

THANK YOU...

[Jayheeezy]

Priceless .. balls and chains out the window! I could only Imagine how it feels to BE FREE! Change Creates Opportunity, you are WORTH more than working as a Corporate Slave, Time is Well worth more than Money, Now you can go after your ultimate DESIRES. Make your Dreams come True and Live Life without Limits.. Have a Great time Building YOUR life!

-Jay

[Yen]

jeez - i have had to press the page down key for more than 10 seconds to be able to scroll past the gazilion comments to your blog!
what i wanted to say was BRAVO! your courage is inspiring.

[Nicole]

Rather synchronistic that I should stumble upon this post at this point in time. I handed in my resignation a couple of days ago with little to go on but my faith. I've discovered that in sharing my thoughts, ideas and intentions about what kind of work I'm meant to do, opportunities arise. I have also seen that in sharing my thoughts and feelings that I am not alone, this is made even more clear to me by the number of responses to your post. Your writing is inspirational to others and I hope you will continue to share it.

[Labs]

Cheers! I'm proud for your bravery in facing the uncertainties in life. As happiness is associated with freedom, the choice of letting go and spreading your wings may lead you into more crossroads. I wish I canbe more braver this time...and i shall take a stand when i/m ready...i hope it eon't be too late.

[JENNIFER]

We are pretty much in the same boat. This piece is truly inspiring.

Way to go girl!

[harit]

Its great to live life without any tensions. I like your approch. But have an ambition in life. It would spice your life and would make you feel worthy of whatever things you do. You would enjoy your work. You have great ideas.

[Joshuå]

You are such an amazing writer! I am so glad your blog was featured and by chance I logged on and read it! Thank you so much, you are an inspiration in a time when I much needed one.

[-B-O-B-B-Y-]

one word.........
WOW!!!

you've opened my eyes and i respect your viewpoint on life!

thanks for a pleasant read, and take care of yourself sweetie =D

-xx-

[Roselynne]

hey there,

all i can say is...YOU CAN WRITE!!! you got my vote...

[Ford]

i would like to send this to sevanteen magazine we have big connections there. are you interested? pls message the ford elite page. and u will definatelly hear from us. good job and good luck!

[Malou]

Goodluck....go for what you believe in, for if you don't believe in what you are doing....you will be forever doomed...to a very unsatisfactory life....go for what is important in life....no money is equal to self-preservation...i will pray for you...

[Jasmin]

I am deeply touched and inspired........

thank you!

[munnas]

i love you

[Italiana]

it is very inspiring. many of us are not as brave as you. u know what, you are very right. once you hit the bottom, there's no other way to go than UP. keep ur faith burnin!

[Ehi]

I will love to know your cellphone/telephone number as soon as you can also if you want to have main let me know in time.
While my e-mail ID is ehimichael@yahoo.com looking wards to hear from you soon...
Thanks.

[Michael]

Good for you!!

Not everyone has the "b***s" to make the move.

- Mike

http://www.luxurycarsboats.com/

['maq']

very good!!

[shawna]

you did the right thing

[Vincenzo]

its good to know that there are still those who's strong out there...

[Caroline]

It's very very inspiring. I know for real I have no guts to do the same. Maybe one day.. maybe...
I can painfully admit I have been and still am prostituting my soul for the scummiest scum bags of the earth...

[Tua]

hmm...have you ever been thinking about start writing? short story or novel or anything. I think the way you describe your story...